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I am not going to beat around the bush, I am not going to play the victim here, I am going to be honest, I am ALSO asking you NOT TO COMMENT HERE OR ANYWHERE ELSE ABOUT IT!!!  please respect my wish!

The reason I am writing this bluntly is because I just had a miscarriage.  I will not be having a baby.   I am not sad by this, some think I probably should be, but I am not.  At first of course I was, but now, over 24 hours after the initial happenings, I am at peace with the universe's decision to take away the life inside me.  Why am I being so cold about it?  well, it is MY body telling me something was not right with the pregnancy, it was MY body telling me it was wrong and it was not the right time.  I trust MY body to do the right thing for me, I am healthy and have lots of support from Friends here, facebook and in real life I do not need to hear a million "I'm sorry for your loss"  I am not sorry for it.  again it is MY BODY telling ME something was WRONG.  

I just wanted you all to know, and thank you all for support, love and friendship, please do not note me or comment on my profile about it.  

Thank you!  

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This was posted on my birthday, so I feel that I should say something anyway. I hope you don't mind, and I will be as succinct as possible.

The universe must have said something was wrong, or that the time is not right. Something in your world is not in alignment, and those who read this can see that your "coldness" is your way to mourn, which is fine. Whenever a life is taken, no matter how old or young, it is time for mourning, as destiny sees it fit that this life must be taken. Personally, I see death as a recycling of the soul to a new body. It is not true reincarnation, as wisdom passes down from body to body, mind to mind, as the soul matures. Even in a life that did not experience the outside world, the soul within knows the spirit of the mother. Your soul, in the next life, will get to know the life that you once carried and you will be siblings in spirit.

My goal is not so much to comfort, but it is to inspire. Feel no pain, but also, feel no numbness; it is okay to feel something.